Monday, November 17, 2008

It's Like I've Been Robbed Of Something I Once Was In My Childhood Memories...

Bids Wanted: Construction Crew for Impractical Task
If you are willing to try the impossible this job is for you! 

-Chicago needs to be relocated next to Owosso, MI.
-While relocating Clarke's, steal me a menu please.
-Everything in Chicago, especially Target and Starbucks, must be moved.

Also, if you are a cute Asian boy and can help me make some cute Asian babies you will be given a significant bonus.


Thursday, November 13, 2008

I Like It I Love It I Want Some More Of It...

Yes - No - Maybe So?

Yes
Volunteering
Winter Weather
Taking Pictures with my new baby!
Trips to the mitten
Christmas bedroom
Purple shoes
Packages from mommy
Mommy's coming/Birthday countdown
Katelynn will be at Thanksgiving!
Christmas tunes!!!!
Cabin weekend
Hugs from Kendra
Mike Compton!

No
Grouchy 5 year olds
Discontinued Polaroid film
Missing the Lighting at the Magnificent Mile
Having to wear socks
Rain when I have to walk everywhere... where is the snow?!
Does nobody need a weekend or morning sitter?!!
Time to plan Christmas movie list and Dec. fun with D and Ellie
Have t give up Dave for Christmas music

Maybe So
Bologna Sammies every day...
Sleeping on the Amtrak
Wearing PJ bottoms to bed
Knitting
Back on board the skinny train!
Drinking water
Got sucked into Twilight...

Wednesday, November 12, 2008

Mother, father please explain to me how this rare world has come to be...

"Being normal is vastly overrated."
-Aggie Cromwell
 Halloweentown

I don't know about you but I totally agree. I tell David and Ellie everyday how extremely rad I am and when they tell me I'm crazy I think about good ol' Aggie and the goings on of Halloweentown and how our world isn't all that different. Nobody is interested in normalcy... 

Tuesday, November 11, 2008

Am I rightside up or upside down?


When I started this blog I had decided to plan it out a little more. I didn't want all of the questionnaires and random rants that filled my livejournal. It's time  started planning! You can expect from me, some new installments recurring each week or once monthly! 


With no luck getting new friends, someone to come party with me, or a new ASL teacher for Columbia College I will continue to try to make my life a better life by creating and posting Classified Ads for your entertainment...

Who Needs A Mommy??
Are you between the ages of 2 and 7? Are you in need of a parent? Most importantly, do you look like a Gosselin/are you Asian? 

Calling all Asian children: You are adorable and I want you to be mine!!!! Send me an email, picture, and adoption terms at aznobzezzion@tlcjunky.com



Monday, November 10, 2008

I Can Make It Through The Rain...

October was quite the month. I am still constantly thinking about what I've lost and what my family has lost and how badly everybody is hurting. I dream about it and then when I wake up it's all I can think about. I just want to be able to think about something happy. 

After the things that have happened and the things that haven't happened and the people that just aren't going to happen for me anymore I am even more grateful for home and my friends in the mitten. This past week being back in Chicago hasn't been terrible because I've kept myself busy running errands and planning my birthday a month in advance. The rest of this year will be nice as well because of the multiple trips to Michigan to be with friends and family and their trips here to see me. All last week and still this week when I think about doing something or trying to find a friend to hang out with I just think back and compare it to Halloween weekend. Even with it's tragedies, my friends managed to make it absolutely amazing for me. It was extremely hard to get on the train and return to Chicago. 

My room is currently decked out in Christmas decorations because I love Christmas that much! I am counting down the days until I am home for Christmas for two full weeks, even though I will be home for Thanksgiving before that! 

I am listening to nothing but DMB right now because in just 11 days I will be in Gaylord at the Cabin with some of the most amazing people in the world including my best friend and my favorite person to get a hug from and to cheer me up. I am so so blessed to have all of these people in my life. Whatever it is that I have done, whatever I have created for myself to be able to enjoy these people... Here's to hoping that I can continue down this path with them by my side.